象牙門之夢31 始卒。螺旋,Beginning and ending. Spiral, 13/11/2012

絲絨之問.象牙門之夢 31  On Justice.Dream of Gate of Ivory 31

 

始卒螺旋

Beginning and ending. Spiral,

 

〔…〕讀到楊渡寫的〈火燒島悲歌—獻給遠行的林書揚〉,心裡感受另一種漣漪激盪,撼入心底久遠的力量。

林書揚,做為台灣史上關得最久的政治犯,在他赴北京就醫而病逝於對岸的死訊刊登在報章上,有多少人會感懷那個「大逮捕時代」葬送青春的思想犯所作出的犧牲?

楊渡在文章裡寫:

「我曾聽作家楊逵說過,當年剛剛關進火燒島的時候,它是一個開放的空間,只有少數的居民,綠色的野生植物。以及環繞四邊的海洋。後來當局要他們像苦力一樣的四處開鑿石塊,一日一日,圍起監獄的圍牆,最後,把自己關在裡面。」

這段話,想起來就感覺驚悚驚心。

 

是我說的,螺旋下降…在我潛入幽黯更黑裡,我定錨更深之後,而仍未死去的靈魂和軀殼,便從那裡止跌回升地反向作用。幽微的affinity就處在那裏被感受自身與他者between and with的關係,究竟是一種多麼密切的關係!

所以,在終於衝出暗黑之心,我在那場研討會上,看到在另一個戰場努力的身影,無疑是在近處觸及的溫熱力量,讓我在心裡暗暗告訴自己:永遠不要懷疑,永遠不要放棄!

可是,當我這麼紀錄心路歷程時、我也明白,該誠實記錄通命如通過漫長隧道後的虛脫,我心裡其實非常渴望誰來跟我說乾杯,讓我可以繼續走下去,就像Jobson寫給我的信,以及他為我們各自的義工之舉而與我握手、乾杯那樣…。

應該要努力鍛鍊自己成為更勇敢的人,讓心靈精神堅強到可以抵擋來自信心不夠,體力蝕心的痛楚,而且要懂得暗暗撫平一切憂傷,在螺旋下降後,止跌回升,現身於眾人之間。

 

 

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Pactus is written by Italian progressive rock band Jacula (later Antonius Rex), in their second and final album Tardo Pede In Magiam Versus in 1972. An important but underestimated rock group.

Notes:

Pactus is selected by Jobson as the 7th track in one of his early works of VU Suites “La suite du soundscape noirIn Search of Peter Pan”, broadcasted for the first time, for Sumika, during Nov. 3 to Nov. 11, the 45th week of 2012. The title is named by Sumika and related with her poem written at the same week when she heard for the first time this obscure and melancholic VU Suite. When Sumika wrote this diary “Beginning and ending. Spiral,”, this suite was already over.  

“La suite du soundscape noirIn Search of Peter Pan becomes the 18th VU Suite of Jobson’s musical works counted and named by Sumika. It’s equal to “Dark Classical Gothic Rock Suite”(《黑暗古典歌德搖滾組曲》), title renamed in 2017 by Jobson while it was broadcasted during Feb. 11-18, 2017.

The quote in the diary will be seen its accurate coincidence and echo in Emir Kusturica’s film On The Milky Road (Sulla Via Lattea Trama): At the end of the film, there is one scene that Kosta (Kusturica himself) spent the rest of his life by stacking up the stone one by one surrounded him until the end of his life. All the posting of this website The Velvet Underground Taipei Story- Close to the fire close to the edge… is the same action of eternity as Kosta.

Sumika stacks up all her words about the story between Jobson & Sumika and VU Suites with the songs and images chosen then post here in this website one by one, just Like stacking up the eternal mourning stones one by one in the rest of her life, on Justice, until the end of life, with endless love, sadness endless forever.

Pactus by Jacula Pactus by Jacula (later Antonius Rex)

注:

Pactus 〉是義大利1970年代重要而具有實驗性風格的前衛搖滾樂團Jacula在1972年推出的第二張也是最後一張黑膠唱片《Tardo Pede In Magiam Versus》專輯中的一首(後來)。被絲絨主人Jobson選入2012年11月3日起Sumika首次聆聽播放於VU Live House Taipei 台北地下絲絨餐廳官網的絲絨組曲第7首。Sumika將這支絲絨組曲命名為︰《幽黯之黑組曲—In Search of Peter Pan》(La suite du soundscape noirIn Search of Peter Pan)。

Sumika寫下這篇日記〈始卒。螺旋,〉時,播放一週的《幽黯之黑組曲—In Search of Peter Pan》(La suite du soundscape noirIn Search of Peter Pan)已結束幾天,因組曲餘音繞樑,整支組曲氛圍與那時期Sumika的心境吻合。幾年播放各自的心境隨著光陰一一變遷,2017年播放的2月11日至2月18日那一週,Jobson重新命名為《黑暗古典歌德搖滾組曲》,雖是以音樂類型取名,但兩人前後的命名其實呼應了彼此對組曲精神內涵的共鳴。 

Sumika日記裡當時引用楊逵口述的那段話,其內容意象,幾年後,Sumika從電影導演庫斯杜利卡(Emir Kusturica)的近作《牛奶配送員的魔幻人生》(On The Milky Road, Sulla Via Lattea Trama)片尾看到某種雖不盡相同但又相仿的呼應︰由導演本人扮演的主角Kosta,像神話故事裡的薛西弗斯,耗盡餘生反覆堆疊石頭的意象,意外卻精準巧合地與本篇日記〈始卒。螺旋,〉內容和貼文於網站時機一一呼應,Sumika正如同Kosta,【絲絨之問】網站所貼出全部文字和所有影音圖像,正是Sumika耗盡餘生堆疊的一塊塊哭石,絲絨之問,愛恆在、悲傷無盡,至死方休……。

 

Cf. 〈將靜默贈予聆聽之前──獻給親愛的 Jobson〉(S的第141封信)& 參照【托住眾生的靈魂—組曲大師Jobson的絲絨組曲】單元介紹《幽黯之黑組曲—In Search of Peter Pan》(La suite du soundscape noirIn Search of Peter Pan)。

  

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Another story of justice in Green Island (Burning Island), Taiwan:

楊渡所寫的〈火燒島悲歌—獻給遠行的林書揚〉也是攸關「正義」主題

In the diary above, Sumika quote the article of Yang Du. To read his whole article please see: “Elegy of Burning Island—Dedication to Mr. Lin Shu-Yang who was passed away〈火燒島悲歌—獻給遠行的林書揚〉專文,延伸閱讀請參見全文,以及其著書。

林書揚與簡介︰

Shu Yang Lin (1926-2012) was born in Tainan when Taiwan was colony under Japanese Empire. The Taiwanese Cultural Association (臺灣文化協會,TCA, founded by Dr. Chiang Wei-shui on October 17, 1921, during the Japanese occupation and Lin’s family has participated in this group.

In 1945, with the end of the War War II, the Japanese occupation was ended and the retrocession of the island of Taiwan was held in Taipei on October 25 1945. Yet the Civil War continued between the Chinese Communist Party and The Nationalist Party of China (KMT) under Chiang Kai-shek’s leadership. The Republic of China, one of the original founders of The United Nations and member state of UN has equal representation in the UN General Assembly until 1971.

China is divided in two political regimes since 1949: on 1 October 1949, the Chinese Communist Party led by Mao Zedong established in mainland China The Peoples’ Republic of China and The Republic of China founded in 1912 by Dr. Sun Yat-Sen, led by Chiang Kai-shek under KMT government in Taiwan.

During the Martial Law in Taiwan, many political dissidents were imprisoned on Green Island at Taiwan Lyudao Prison. As a Marxist since high school like Lin, he was imprisoned by the KMT regime in Taiwan for 34 years between 1950 and 1984. With Jing Mu Li(李金木), which made him the world’s longest-serving prisoner of state. After his release, Lin was dedicated in appealing the peace in East Asia and in the unification of China.

Yang Kui (楊逵 1906-1985) was an important proletarian writer raised in Japanese language and was imprisoned during the White Terror during 1949 to 1960. His novel The Indomitable Rose is famous on the representation of Taiwanese against the colonial occupation under the Japanese Militarism.

林書揚出生於日據時代的台南,其林姓家族參與由蔣渭水領銜在1921年成立的《臺灣文化協會》,他身受薰陶,對於臺灣人身處日本殖民統治時代的反思,自中學時期開始接觸馬克思主義。第二次世界大戰結束,自1912年由孫文創立的中華民國政府於1945年10月25日接受日本降書於台北中山堂,台灣光復,正式結束台灣受日本統治的殖民時代。自二戰期間以來國民黨與中國共產黨內戰至今未休,中國在1949年分裂成兩個治權︰由毛澤東領導的中國共產黨創立中國人民共和國,以及1949年退守台灣由蔣介石的國民黨領導的中華民國。此後臺灣開始實施戒嚴令,期間逮捕大量政治犯,林書揚被囚禁在又稱「火燒島」的綠島直到1984年,與李金生同為入獄長達34年坐牢最久的政治犯。重獲自由後,林書揚創立工黨、勞動黨,致力於勞動階級解放與中國統一運動,呼籲國際團結為東亞和平奮鬥。

楊逵(1906-1985)是日本殖民統治時期重要無產階級作家,「楊逵抵抗精神的萌芽,深受一九一五年礁吧哖事件時日本對台人大屠殺的影響,中學時期遍覽日、俄等著名的寫實主義、民粹主義文學,更開啟了世界性的文學視野。」(楊翠)戰後國民黨統治下成為白色恐怖政治受難者,被囚禁於綠島直到1961年。《壓不扁的玫瑰》反映當時日本軍閥統治下殖民地台灣人反抗軍國主義的思潮心聲。

(photo courtesy: 吳佳明)

 

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