象牙門之夢 66 唯有書寫世界的苦痛, 引起眾生的共鳴 Only when we write the pain of the world 3/11/2013

 

絲絨之問.象牙門之夢 66 On Justice · Dream of Gate of Ivory

 

 

dimanche, 3 nov, 2013

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唯有書寫世界的苦痛

Only when we write the pain of the world and to resonate with the multitude

  

今天確認Jobson如期換下絲絨音樂,心裡又安心又悵然。兩人的書信和情誼,真的被他當成風一般遠揚,不再眷戀了Jobson已經不再理會Jason HS這個 gmail信箱了。他不知我對他的牽掛擔心,如果沒有如期換檔絲絨組曲,我會擔心他是否平安。今天打開地下絲絨網站,音樂換檔了,我卻墜入深沉的悵然。是否他永遠離開這個信箱,不再與我交會malalikap了。

 

這個絲絨組曲是今年第11週在三月播放過的Remember The Future組曲,有ELPFrom The beginning,又是那首Fight By Your Side

 

Fight by your side…Jobson,我始終如一From The beginning…從一開始到現在,對絲絨與誠品官司的關注也沒變。只是,我的存在,與誠品官司、地下絲絨之死是連繫在一起的,所以Jobson想擺脫、遺忘那黑暗痛苦的一面時,我也成為他亟欲擺脫遠離的對象了。

 

Jobson永遠有他的逃逸路線,以享樂為優先,所以,文章寫不寫,都只不過是說說而已,十年後再等待他重出江湖?各自逍遙去。我要放下這可笑的牽腸掛肚,「別想太多」,他說的。我期待他展現才華,而他只當這是沒有甚麼利益的事!去年還說他自己是社會義工

 

在我緩慢閱讀著的幾本書裡,約翰伯格的書這麼介紹的:

 

唯有書寫世界的苦痛,引起眾生的共鳴,才能釋放內心的溫暖,提醒我們美好的另一面。

——《留住一切親愛的:生存、反抗、欲望與愛的限時信》書介

 

我不禁想起,今年四月和Jobson心有靈犀地重啟書信交往,他在4/25凌晨的那封信吐露的心情。絲絨對於他猶如黯黑幽冥的的無底深淵,害怕一靠近就會被吸進去……。信裡那番告白,惹得我當天到歷史博物館觀賞米開朗基羅特展時,在「藝術與死亡」展區目睹曾經熟悉的藝術史考題――晚年雕刻大師樸拙素質的未完成雕像Pieta――聖母懷抱聖子耶穌,絕望哀慟的神態,令我動容,想到地下絲絨之死,被誠品殘暴破壞關店,不爭氣的淚奪眶而出,只能以手帕強壓抑內心的悲傷,然而淚如泉湧,以至整條手帕都濕透了……

 

至今那一刻的悸動依然歷歷在目就像我難以忘懷,久違幾個月後Jobson竟然來信,眼前跳出以Jason HS字眼寄件人通知那一刻…。

 

Jobson會明白嗎我個性耿直到如尼采談論「憐憫」所建言的那樣

 

你若有受苦的朋友,那麼當他苦楚的休息室吧,就像一張硬床,而且還是行軍床:你那樣做才是盡力給他最大的好處。

要是一個朋友對不起你,那就說:『我原諒你對我所做的一切;但你對自己所做的一切,叫我怎麼原諒所有偉大的愛如是說它甚至克服了寬恕與憐憫。」 

―《查拉圖斯特拉如是說》(Also Sprach Zarathustra),〈論憐憫〉,尼采(F. W. Nietzsche)

 

  

 

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♫ Fight by Your Side (by Doro, from the album “Fight”, released in 2002)

 

Fight by your side is a leitmotiv in the Velvet Underground Taipei Story between Jobson & Sumika, and a promise to Jobson by Sumika…

 

30 VU Suite Remember The Future—Fight by your side組曲 Shine On You Crazy Diamond組曲 order

In the diary of 3 November 2013, Sumika quotes Nietzsche’s “Also Sprach Zarathustra”:

 

If, however, you have a suffering friend, then be a resting-place for his suffering; like a hard bed, however, a camp-bed: thus will you serve him best.

And if a friend does you wrong, then say: “I forgive you what you have done to me; that you have done it to yourself, however- how could I forgive that!" Thus speaks all great love: it overcomes even forgiveness and pity.

 

and the words of John Berger in his book ““Hold Everything Dear: Dispatches on Survival and Resistance””:

 

Only when we write the pain of the world and to resonate with the multitude, so that the inner warmth can be released and remind us of the other side of beauty. 

—"Hold Everything Dear: Dispatches on Survival and Resistance” (John Berger)

 

“Fight By Your Side” from Doro’s album “Fight”, was selected by Jobson as the 3rd track in the 30th VU Suite of Jobson’s works, named by Sumika “Suite of Remember The Futute—Fight By Your Side”.

 

The first broadcasting of “Suite of Remember The Futute—Fight By Your Side”, for Sumika, was on the week of 11 March 2013. It was retouched in 2015 by Jobson himself to a short version and renamed by Jobson himself in 2017 as: “Suite of Shine On Crazy Diamond”, title issued from the first track “Natural Thing” of chillout band Innocence which featured the complete the introduction and guitar solo by David Gilmour, from the Pink Floyd song “Shine On You Crazy Diamond”.

VU Live House 地下絲絨今何在? Eslite Ximen Taipei 誠品官司

Today is a so so special commemorative day! on 31 May 2020, it’s a special day for Jobson and The Velvet Underground VU Live House surely. And for Sumika too, for sure. Because, the Eslite Corporation closed its first and head office Dun-Nan today! Finally. We may celebrate its closure. R.I.P. VU Live House! R.I.P. The Velvet Underground and the restaurant which was suffered a fate of closure by force and illegally by Eslite Corporation on 1st Oct. 2010. We may be tolerante and won’t say an eye for an eye, but it’s so  well done indeed!

 

Please refer to the articles written by Sumika about this VU Suite in the column of “Holding on the souls of Multitude—Master Jobson’s VU Suites” (【托住眾生的靈魂組曲大師Jobson的絲絨組曲】)and Jobson’s article posted in the column of “Essay of Velvet”(【絲絨漫談】)in the official website of Velvet Underground Taipei and the articles posted by Jobson Hiiao in VU Live House Facebook and Jobson Hiiao Facebook.

 

Fight By Your Side也像是Jobson & Sumika兩人地下絲絨故事的通奏低音,Sumika對Jobson的一種承諾

 

《Remember The Future-Fight By Your Side組曲》2013年在台北地下絲絨搖滾餐廳VU Live House網站播放兩回,第一次是2013年3月11日當週;第二回播放即是上述日記同一天開始為期一週。

這裡介紹的精選曲是上述Sumika日記裡提及Fight By Your Side是金屬女歌后多柔Doro演唱,出自Fight專輯。被Jobson收錄在Sumika後來命名標號的Jobson的第30支絲絨組曲:《Remember The Future-Fight By Your Side組曲》的第3首,順序排列在第一首Innonce樂團的Natural Thing與Archive樂團早期柔細的女聲歌曲“Nothing Else”之後。

Fight By Your Side也像是Jobson & Sumika兩人地下絲絨故事的通奏低音。“Fight By Your Side”是Sumika對Jobson的一種承諾,儘管形式有所不同,但絲絨之問網站設立和存在本身,就是承諾兌現的一種形式。

 

組曲的命名與配圖設計 (見上圖) 也是另一種形式! 一如其他組曲, 《Remember The Future—Fight by your side 組曲》的cover art design也是Sumika從古典繪畫取材設計的。

 

2013年這支組曲首播時(對Sumika而言,第一次聽到的時間點)在2013年三月十一日當週,當時JobsonSumika兩人關係已因Sumika主動離開Jobson而呈失聯狀態,直到在四月二十五日兩人恢復通信。Sumika在那傷心欲絕的幾個月期間日記呈現一片空白。

 

Sumika letter to Jobson 29.04.2013 177th letter

 

關於台北國立歷史館的《天堂審判重生 米開朗基羅:文藝復興巨匠再現》特展米開朗基羅晚年去世前,1556年至64年未完成的〈聖殤〉(La Pieta),又稱作〈隆達尼尼聖殤〉(Rondanini Pieta,現存於米蘭),聖母瑪麗亞和聖子耶穌,拉長的身形比例,抽象化的面容,與主題相烘托,反而更顯哀戚傷慟。觀展時Sumika聯想到種種的感懷,請參照:〈not so far — Happy Lunar New Year 2013 (Sumika的第177封信)29/04/2013〉,及該封信後所附解說文章:藝術與死亡,〈聖殤〉救贖與昇華

 

聖殤 La pieta Michelange  The Sound and the Fury 聲音與憤怒 quote 1

 

今天,2020年5月31日,相信對Jobson來說和對台北地下絲絨搖滾餐廳來說是很特別的日子。對Sumika來說亦然。因為,貼文的同時,正是台北誠品的第一家書店,也是誠品總店的敦南店熄燈的日子…。終於等到了這一天。我們可以慶祝他關門大吉了。在2010年10月1日遭受誠品違反合約粗暴關店的台北地下絲絨VU Live House,安息吧!我們會寬容而不會說以牙還牙,事實上地下絲絨最後敗訴也喚不回公理正義了,但勉強以公平性來說誠品熄燈號確實吹得好也幹得漂亮。想想上述尼采所說的話吧。

 

下一篇文章將在【托住眾生的靈魂——組曲大師Jobson的絲絨組曲】單元,從誠品總店敦南店熄燈,談地下絲絨之死與絲絨組曲改版的心路歷程探微。

 

司法是變形蟲 Eslite VU Live House 20130822 Jobson's words 2013.0911

請參照︰Jobson在他的台北地下絲絨搖滾餐廳 VU Live House Taipei官網【絲絨漫談】單元撰寫和VU Live House地下絲絨 FacebookJobson Hiiao Facebook所發表的文章,以及本網站Sumika所寫【托住眾生的靈魂——組曲大師Jobson的絲絨組曲】單元簡介本組曲文章、〈關於【托住眾生的靈魂】〉、【B面絲絨 瑪拉利卡三部曲 第一部序曲 第二部戀曲】、【絲絨之問.象牙門之夢】等單元。

 

The real combat blade of words Jobson the 272nd letter to Sumika 22 Aug. 2013 VU 地下絲絨

歌詞 Lyrics of Fight by your side (Doro)

The moon above you
It seems so sad
But that’s not the reason
Why I feel so bad
I can’t believe you’re walking out that door
To go and fight some crazy war

Some politicians
Are born without hearts
They declare new borders
Tear families apart
You came into my life many years ago
I pray to god you’ll come back home

(Chorus:)
I will fight by your side
For peace that lasts forever
And I will scream to all mankind
We’re all in this together
I pray every mother’s son
Will someday lay down his gun
I will fight by your side
I will fight by your side

Your father died
On the day you were born
Did you ever know
What he was fighting for
They send you far away
Where I know the world’s on fire
I only have one desire

I will fight by your side
I will fight by your side
I will fight by your side
I will fight by your side

象牙門之夢 66 Only when we write the pain of the world 03112013

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留住一切親愛的 Hold Everything Dear (S的第307-308封信) 2013年10月3日

B面絲絨—Sumika寫給Jobson未寄之信系列 B-side VU—Series of unsent letters to Jobson from Sumika (16 July, 2013)

尋音人的請求 Request of The Seeker of The Music (S的第193-194封信) 25-26/05/2013

not so far — Happy Lunar New Year 2013 (S的第177封信) 29/04/2013

象牙門之夢39 從此海角天涯 Henceforth, the world of us has come to the end 16/12/2012

相思最難醉 ──給親愛的Jobson (S的第169-170封信) 14, 16/12/2012

象牙門之夢30 以幽黯的黑現身 VU ET CRI EN TANT QUE LE NOIR DU NOIR AU FOND 7/11/2012

將靜默贈予聆聽之前──獻給親愛的 Jobson (S的第136-137封信) 21/10/2012

象牙門之夢 23 醒來的一縷殘夢 14/9/2012

獻詩Like the deep echo of silence owe to the fall (S的第77-78封信) 28/08/2012

一期一會 (S的第66-68封信) 14/08/2012

地下絲絨今何在? (S的第19封信) 3/06/2012

象牙門之夢 62 photo 今天是絲絨墜入黑暗滿3個年頭

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